I have a half brother and he also suffers from his own mental illness. He will do drugs, drink, fought with my mom and all the stuff teenage boys do. He becomes the center of attention in the family, and sometimes I felt I was becoming a punching bag of the family. I always thought that I am adopted, they don't love me, no one wants me, no one cares for me, I had no friends, nobody to talk to. All negativity just runs thru my mind.
I fought it by becoming strong on my own, YES you can be also strong without anyone's help. YOU can only help yourself by doing the right decision which is continue on LIVING and prove to them that you deserve to be LOVE/D. It is nice to experience to LOVE and being LOVED. I got up on my own feet, so you can too. I do sometimes get depressed but I still continue to fight back. I don't want them to ruin what I have started to build. I will not let anyone break me again.
I am currently happy and having a family. So, I don't want my future son/daughter to experience what I went thru. If you have a family member that always on their own, go talk to them, open their doors or break their walls. If you are experiencing depression go fight it. Don't let them break your being. Have someone help you, care for you and love you. Continue on living, you deserve to be HAPPY in this life, someone in this world wants to live but they can't, so don't waste yours. Out in the million of your father's sperm you won all the way and got to see the world while the rest did not. For that, that shows that you are a deserving person to live.
We can chat up and talk about stuffs, if you need someone to talk to. Just hit me up. Will be opening my arms to welcome you.
LOVE YOURSELF.
